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Dog Fight Poem

hours feel like minutes.

and minutes feel like days

and yes im stuck in such similar ways

i find myself wanting isolation

to the point of no preservation

days go by and i feel more and more broken

trying to find my meaning

my head is like an illegal dog fight

bloody and anxiety filled

i wish it would get shut down already

so they could save the dogs

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Introducing The New Referral System, Earn $5 By Emotionull

Recently I decided it would be a good idea to get people to help me make sales by helping them earn a little money. It’s simple enough, the system is like any other system. You sign up via the Affiliate Page. From here you’ll register with the Emotionull Referral system, easy right? From here you’ll go on to the Creatives tab which will provide you with ways for you tell keep track of your sales. Here you can generate a link or use one of the provided creatives. 

I’m hoping this increases sales via my Art Shop a bit more. I’d love to make selling art a living at some point. That’s not going to happen anytime soon but it’s good to dream and work towards those goals. The rewards per referral is $5 per successful purchase. That may seem hard but it’s easy as sharing with your family and friends and over your social media accounts.

If you have any questions feel free to visit the Contact Page, Email me, ([email protected]) or you can contact me via Twitter.

Again to sign up for the referral system you’ll go to the following link.
https://emotionull.net/affiliate-home/

Once here you’ll sign up and head to the Creatives page.

https://emotionull.net/affiliate-home/?sub=creatives

Start sharing the link and get to earning!

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Starting A New Project, Fangz Media

It’s Emotionull, I’ve come to bring you amazing news. Please rejoice.

I’ve been working on a project with a few friends who I’ve met through the underground scene, So as you know the musical underground scene has a lot of blogs, but they never have blogs representing the art community. We decided that we would be the ones to cover said scene instead of letting it get no exposure like it has been. Cover arts matter, shirt designs matter. There’s much more work behind a musical release besides just the music. I don’t think people realize that. Plus theirs so many artists trying hard everyday just to get their name out there. I know cause I’m one of them.

So that’s my goal, Exposing the underground art scene.

So what’s the point of this? 
I’d just like you guys to go check it out if you have a chance. We’ll be release our first article very soon. I’ve already done two interviews with a few artists I enjoy and much more is planned soon. 

So what are you doing?

Go check it out….

Fangz.ink

Also check out the Team page to see who I’m working with. Much love to them.

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The Perfect Duo Combines To Create “Desert Dwellers”

Art By travisjpeg
The beginning

Emotionull & Kizzeret had an idea, everything begins with an idea. The plan was to meet up and make as much music as we possibly could from scratch, start to finish. It didn’t take long for this plan to come to reality. With some simple googling we decided that a Greyhound would be our best bet. That night I researched prices for a ride to Tucson, to my surprise a round trip was only around $25. We had to do it, there was no other option, I had two days off coming up and the world was aligning perfectly. So I bought the ticket. The decision was made, was there any planning? Of course not. It’s Kizzeret and I, what the fuck do you expect? 

Planning? No fucking way

I mean we did have a little plan laid out, it went a little something like this.

  • Computer
  • Audio Interface
  • Skateboard
  • Drawing Supplies (This was never on the list I just brought it.)
  • Camera

With the minimum amount of stuff with me and the clothes on my ass, I set off taking a Lyft early as fuck in the morning to the Greyhound station in which the lady told me I didn’t have to be there so early and I could of gone to a different one way later in the day, but you know, it’s good to wake up early right? My goal was to get as much footage as possible through out the two days and hope in hope it could be used. My second goal was to record as much music as possible. I think I achieved half of that goal. I got a decent amount of footage but nothing I’d like to feel accomplished with.

Luckily, we have a good editor, who saved us with that.

Thank god for Idiom, or else where would we be?
Musical Process

The music process was very different, and not in a bad way, I’ve never recorded music from scratch in a setting like this. It was surprisingly much easier than recording music alone at home, something about working with Kizzeret sparked something in my creative self. I’m very glad to be able to work so well with him as well as be such good friends. I had a lot more confidence when recording my verses, usually I feel very self conscious even alone at home recording. Funny enough we even recorded the last song “Free” in a Walmart parking lot. It was a really good time to be honest and I can’t wait to do it again.

Below, I present you “Desert Dwellers”

I think I would label it as Experimental Alternative Hip-Hop. Maybe with a dash of Punk. So I hope you enjoy it. You can find it on all platforms, I’ll have some options linked below. Let me know what you think of it!

Credits

Art By: Travis JPEG

Beats & Engineering by: Kizzeret

Vocals/Video Footage By: Emotionull

“Beings” Co Produced By: FXLLEN

Mini Vlog Edited By: Idiom


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Emotionull – Grey Area (Featuring I Experienced Love)

Grey Area Emotionull Art

With a unique and lo-fi beat made by Brobak Emotionull and I Experienced Love team up to express how they feel about our current state of the world.  Emotionull begins the song with a simple melody, explaining how the world just seems black and white. Maybe we should stick together and fight. While I Experienced Love comes in with a strong singing voice matching the lo-fi vibe perfectly.

I Experienced Love and Emotionull go back to a very young age, recently teaming up to make music, it’s like a whole new world. I Experienced Love and Emotionull use to make lip singing music videos with guitar hero controllers and drums pretending to perform Nirvana “Smells Like Teen Spirit”

Cover Art By: Emotionull

I Experienced Love:
Twitter
Instragram
Bandcamp

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Cannon Balls, More Like Give Me Gold

OSRS Mining

The stats are coming… Oh man they are coming.

Well I haven’t updated anyone in a while, I apologize about that… I’m a busy man, I do a lot of business.  Do you see the amount of business I do I own a damn website! Grab the fucking extinguisher because this one is hot. We got some brand new updates coming in for you good little readers. Now be a good little reader and finish this fucking article.

My stats are very unique, in fact I am the only one in the whole world with these stats that’s why you should be looking at me. I’ve been playing for about two months now if I’m correct. I believe in my first post I said I only played two weeks. I think this was me sub-consciously lying to myself. Because I double checked and it seems a lot longer..

Oh shit he knows what EHP is?

 

Haha you bet your ass bitch. I have a total of 78.4 EHP, with a total XP level of 2,348,254. Now if that don’t look bad ass, I really don’t know what is… I’ve been playing a lot though. I’ve gotten drawn back into the game pretty hard. I haven’t been this addicted to a game in a long time, It feels good to actually get joy out of a game again. Maybe all these new games suck ass. Fortnite… More like, uh, Fortass…

Alright, enough bullshit, I guess I’ll share the stats now.

OSRS Stats Log #3

 

My overall opinion on these skills:

You all can say what you want, but combat is a pain in the ass the mid levels of 50-70, you’re so close to the fun stuff yet so far. I got pk’ed while I was killing green dragons for a slayer task so I ended up leveling majority of my skills. In fact, I even got a few important quests done. I plan on following a quest guide for the best quests to do for member quests. I got my fairy rings though. They have been a blessing recently. I’m not really sure what skill I want to focus on to make money with, which is the reason why I brought them all to a decently close level so when I do decide I can get a head start. So far I’ve made the most off of Smithing. Fishing I made a decent amount but smithing is extremely afk. Don’t get me wrong fishing is afk but it doesn’t make much money till higher levels.

 

Maybe by next update I’ll have it figured out, for now, I’m going to smith my cannon balls and watch my scary movies.

 

Much love, Emotionull.

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Back Online And Ready To Rumble

 

I’m Back And I Feel Like A Human

No one is really better. You just get past the feelings you had, overcome them, learn from them.. They are still there though, existing deep in your mind. You may not remember them but they are there. I’m not sure what is bothering me deep down. Is it something internally or is it health reasons? Is it something I’m stuck on without thinking or is it from what I eat and how I take care of myself? The older I get the weirder life gets, it’s really hard to explain. I wish I had words for it but right now I don’t. I’m working on myself though again. Sometimes I get overwhelmed and give up on taking care of myself.

Once again from now on my daily regime will consist of taking my herbs again, which consist of Oat Straw, Polygala root, Magnolia Bark, and Rhodiola. I also started taking Magnesium and L-theanine day and night.

I use to take these consistently but I stopped randomly. Something in me just clicked and gave up at some point. However, I’m starting again. I’m going to try to stay consistent. If I keep up the herbs and continue biking to work, as well as eating right. If one takes care of ones self and takes action you will feel better.

I took a break from social media for about a week, only visited a forum in my spare time. Forums are great, I’ve been using them a long time. They give me a good nostalgic feeling. I enjoy running them as well, I’ve been working on a forum with someone else but it’s been on a pretty big stand still. Not sure when it will be opened and released.

Besides that I’ve been playing Runescape and brain storming for more art pieces. I feel ready to work on them, as of today writing this, (9/28/18) I finally got two days off. I’m going to try to put them to as much use as possible. Maybe start the canvas I have, those canvas are big motivations to make something. I want to make them special so I can hang them up. Maybe some day someone will buy them.

Wait, Did you expect a subject?

God these blog posts are everywhere, I apologize, I’m not good at staying on topic. I think this is a really good way to get things off my chest and practice my writing skills. I haven’t been writing much music but I need to start that as well. I’ve written a few hooks in the past few days but nothing note worthy. I haven’t had any beats to write to either. Have I been producing at all? That’s a big no, I decided to just make beats for fun when I am actually in the mood. I still need to learn more about music theory before I go around trying to make a baseline. Struma Da Bass

 

Today at work a mini van pulled up in my work parking lot and parked right where the register is. At this point I didn’t think anything of it, I honestly didn’t notice till my manager mentioned it. When he did we started joking about how it was a dude taking a nap or some other shit because he instantly got in the back seat. Jokingly, I hinted towards him confronting the man. However, I was the one who ended up going to the car and knocking on the window.

After I knocked a man rolled down his window. All I could hear was what sounded like Fox News or some other sort of News channel. I was busy looking around his car because that was my first reaction was to scope out what he was doing, turns out he was just watching the news.. I asked him if he needed any help since he was just parked there randomly. He instantly pulls out what looks like a cop badge and said “I’m just watching someone I’ll be out of your hair soon.” Probably one of the weirdest moments at my job besides when some rent a cop freaked out because I couldn’t print a receipt.

 

 

 

There’s not much to say about this blog post. More of just a ramble.

 

Much love, Emotionull.

 

Feeling blue

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Trying To Be Positive

Trying to be positive everyday can be very hard, especially for someone like me.. Now that’s kind of a low ball at me but it’s true. I have issues keeping up with consistency, unless of course it’s something that interests me. Video games is a good example of one thing i’ve kept at it. I’ve played video games all my life, for as long as I can remember. As well as computers, I’ve always been a big computer nerd. I’ve self taught myself everything I know about computers from when I was a kid.

Most recently art has really stuck with me. I’ve been making music for about two years now, maybe not. I’ve also recently starting drawing and painting, something I’ve always wanted to do as a kid just never had the confidence. Some people may not like my drawings because they don’t look like your most conventional art. However, why would I want to make conventional art I should make art that I enjoy. So that’s why I make the art that I do. Fuck anyone who says otherwise.

Recently I’ve been pretty down on myself, not working on anything and just laying in bed. It’s not fun, I’d like to change it. I’ve been biking more which I feel as if it’s helping a lot. I want to start making art again though. I bought paint recently to use for my canvas that I bought awhile ago. I hope this really helps me get back into it more. Time will only tell. I’ve had urges to make art but I still want to commit to the week long break I’ve assigned myself. So if you see this posted on my social media and wondering if i’m actually there. I’m not, I have it on auto share.

Much love, Emotionull.

Emotionull Art

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Can’t Create. Stuck In Place.

 A feeling of being stuck not able to create feels awful. It gives me so much anxiety and my sense of self worth drops. I hate feeling this way, I always feel extremely useless. I haven’t made art nor worked on music in a few weeks, I haven’t even tried to pick up a brush or  a marker. My brain just tells myself that I won’t know what to draw or paint but I honestly think of hundreds of things to draw I just don’t bother. I don’t know what it is.

I’ve decided to take about a week long break from social media. Will it help me? Who knows, however it’s still worth giving it a shot. I’ve started biking to work now so I can get active in some way. I lay in bed for hours on end but it’s the only place I feel comfortable. I always feel on edge everywhere else. Like watching your back, hoping no one is upset with you.

Music wise I was luckily able to release Paranoid as it was the last long I recorded before this whole mood switch happened. I still have another song coming, it just needs to be mixed. Maybe I’ll release it when I get back from my little break. I’ve mainly been watching movies and tv shows during this break. I somehow feel the break is justified because the amount of art/music I did during those months that I actually felt like working and being productive. I’m a very lazy person but I enjoy at least doing something while being lazy.

I mainly just hope things change soon, I don’t enjoy feeling this way, I’m sure no one does. I wish I could get back to making art and being happy. Hopefully soon.

 

 

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Emotionull – Paranoid (Prod. Hex Zero)

Emotionull Music

Emotionull has released a new song releasing his feelings of how he feels being paranoid about the world. Who can he trust? Who does he really know? Will he ever overcome this internal struggle or will he suffer till the world ends? Besides that, He’s always in a constant Paranoid state.. Is someone there? Anyone? What did you say again? It sounded kinda wack…

Production was done by the one and only Hex Zero

The production matches the paranoid state of Emotionull.

The Art was made by Steez Designs, an incredible artist.

Be sure to give the song love on all platforms if you support Emotionull!

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OSRS Update #2: Aggressive Fishing

 

 

The grind continues. I’ve done a lot in my book compared to my last post. As you can see I’ve been focusing on Range the most out of everything. i’m actually fishing right now. Decided to finally start my skilling grind. A lot of the levels in most of my skills we’re obtained from questing. As of now I have about 23 quests done. I plan on busting out more later but at the moment i’m burnt out. I did get a lot of useful quests though. Including Waterfall, Dwarf Cannon, Druidic Ritual, Clock Tower, Recruitment Drive, and a few more… You get the jist though. Below is the free quests I’ve completed.

 

 

 

I am getting a little low on gold, that is a major reason why i’ve started skilling at this point. Still need to find the best money maker. For now I’m going to fish and watch Mr. Robot.

 

 

  • Much Love, Null.
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The Old School Runescape Grind Log #1

So I just recently got back into Runescape, been playing it a lot recently. I decided I’m going to make a sort of series for updates on my account and how far I’ve gotten. I started about a week ago, I only have 9 days of membership left. Out of those nine days depending on how far I get I’ll probably buy a few months of membership.

See my stats below:

I will try and keep these up to date for when I post the actually blog post.

Goals for this account:

My goals are pretty simple. I thought about taking different routes but I want this to be my main. So maxing everything out on this account. I have no idea when this day will come. That’s one reason why I’m starting this sort of blog series to keep track for myself and for anyone else who cares. (no one.)

I haven’t decided what’s skilling level I want to max yet, nor have I picked what money making guide I plan on following. I’ve been working on a guide my friend sim linked me. It’s a sort of beginner guide to get a lot of quests done. I have about 12 quest points right now and I plan to keep finishing them. There isn’t much information I can provide at the moment.

End game? Maybe making money off the game some day. I highly doubt that’s possible but you never know. I’ll mainly be playing the game when working on art or on my down time. The mobile Runescape app does release for IOS on October 30th though. (Late birthday present) I’m super excited for that as I can play at work and on the go. I have a lot of spare time at work. I work at a car wash so majority of my time is spent either drawing, reading, or watching YouTube videos.