Sometimes I feel as if I should push everyone away.
It feels as if everyone would prefer it that way.
Sometimes it feels like everyone hates me.
It feels as if someone dated me they’d hate me.
And they do, even if they don’t admit it.
Sometimes I think I overthink too much
It feels as if I should grab a drink sometimes.
Sometimes I can’t breathe from being so worried about what I did.
It feels as if everything that leaves my mouth is hurried and broken.
Please don’t mistake my words for dumb
I wish I could portray myself more but sadly i’m numb.