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Can’t Create. Stuck In Place.

 A feeling of being stuck not able to create feels awful. It gives me so much anxiety and my sense of self worth drops. I hate feeling this way, I always feel extremely useless. I haven’t made art nor worked on music in a few weeks, I haven’t even tried to pick up a brush or  a marker. My brain just tells myself that I won’t know what to draw or paint but I honestly think of hundreds of things to draw I just don’t bother. I don’t know what it is.

I’ve decided to take about a week long break from social media. Will it help me? Who knows, however it’s still worth giving it a shot. I’ve started biking to work now so I can get active in some way. I lay in bed for hours on end but it’s the only place I feel comfortable. I always feel on edge everywhere else. Like watching your back, hoping no one is upset with you.

Music wise I was luckily able to release Paranoid as it was the last long I recorded before this whole mood switch happened. I still have another song coming, it just needs to be mixed. Maybe I’ll release it when I get back from my little break. I’ve mainly been watching movies and tv shows during this break. I somehow feel the break is justified because the amount of art/music I did during those months that I actually felt like working and being productive. I’m a very lazy person but I enjoy at least doing something while being lazy.

I mainly just hope things change soon, I don’t enjoy feeling this way, I’m sure no one does. I wish I could get back to making art and being happy. Hopefully soon.

 

 

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Portfolio Is Now Live!

The website is just about done. It’s only a few small things I have to take care of now and I can release it.

I’m very excited to release it. I’m hoping it will make selling prints a lot easier on my end and others. I plan on adding more items to the shop such as like Print Any Piece so you pick a piece of my art from my Art Portfolio as well as pick a size and I send it to you.

Hopefully I can finish selling the prints I did print so I can print new ones of my newer art or whatever ones you’d like to see. Feel free to email me about any pieces of my art you’d like me to print. [email protected]

Again, feel free to check out Emotionull’s Art Portfolio maybe you’ll see something you like out of the 150+ art pieces and a growing catalog.

 

 

 

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Come Buy A Commission Baby!

I have official made the commissions page now. You can find it Here. It’s a nice and simple one, I also added a nice little slideshow with a few examples of my art. I don’t expect everyone to fill that out. I still expect a majority of request to go through social media which I don’t mind. Either or is perfect for me.

 

 

I think I’m going to start a music page, probably won’t finish it however. Gotta get back on my Runescape grind.

 

I finished a commission piece today and I was really happy with it. Feel free to hit me up anytime for art! I finished that one in a few hours. I get art back fast! 🙂

 

 

Much love, Null.