Trying to be positive everyday can be very hard, especially for someone like me.. Now that’s kind of a low ball at me but it’s true. I have issues keeping up with consistency, unless of course it’s something that interests me. Video games is a good example of one thing i’ve kept at it. I’ve played video games all my life, for as long as I can remember. As well as computers, I’ve always been a big computer nerd. I’ve self taught myself everything I know about computers from when I was a kid.
Most recently art has really stuck with me. I’ve been making music for about two years now, maybe not. I’ve also recently starting drawing and painting, something I’ve always wanted to do as a kid just never had the confidence. Some people may not like my drawings because they don’t look like your most conventional art. However, why would I want to make conventional art I should make art that I enjoy. So that’s why I make the art that I do. Fuck anyone who says otherwise.
Recently I’ve been pretty down on myself, not working on anything and just laying in bed. It’s not fun, I’d like to change it. I’ve been biking more which I feel as if it’s helping a lot. I want to start making art again though. I bought paint recently to use for my canvas that I bought awhile ago. I hope this really helps me get back into it more. Time will only tell. I’ve had urges to make art but I still want to commit to the week long break I’ve assigned myself. So if you see this posted on my social media and wondering if i’m actually there. I’m not, I have it on auto share.
Much love, Emotionull.